anyway - I have this really cool shirt on ebay I got two from Victoria's Secret as a gift - 58.00 shirt I am selling for 20.00 - the bidding is already at 13.50 so get it while it's hot!
That being said - I have been sick A LOT I think it's from being sober for so long for the first time in 20 years - 22 years to be exact - it's been over 7 months - I am very proud of myself...very proud of my children - Jake and Jessie I will get new pictures of them up here and maybe of the fabulous shirt I am selling - I want my fans to get the first bids! My book is selling well and is well received - I am very grateful for the tremendous feeback I have gotten from it - though it was self published and there are a few technical mistakes - people tell me it is a compelling "diary" nonethless and I feel good having gotten it off my chest - all is well... 

JAKE AND JESSIE - YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION!!!!

people wanting to buy ad space - I have to pay more attention to this website - more pictures - at least keep up to date with my blogging - I do have a lot to say and then I forget by the time I get down to writing I am so busy - I am in Florida as we speak and it has been wonderful - and HOT - I am looking like a lobster - beet red - what do you expect from the "house of the mouse" as the stewardess claimed. Or is it flight attendant? Whatever - All is well for now I needed this break SO badly - working so hard since February was taking its tole - I got my Coach bag - and J is going to get me my Coach shoes and I just spend spend spend now that I don't buy drugs with my money - OK - I am even a little bit heavier now than before but my face looks good and I got nice boobs and a nice ass  - I can suck in my gut....I promise - somehow, someway I will pay more attention to this and get better, newer pictures up - I still get beeps - hey, I am in my late thirties - it can't last forever...maybe I'll get pictures of some young hotties up here - and don't forget - my book - THE DESTROYER - you can buy it anywhere - just put Deborah Eden in THE DESTROYER and I'll pop right up on Amazon or email me and I'll send you a free one - I have 10 left out of the 100 they gave me...more were sold than I thought....
LOVE DEBBIE

I've hit a state of depression for no reason - I get these attacks and they are BAD I am nearly frozen with fear during an attack - I just don't know where they come from or how to control them...my son will be seven soon - I can't believe....there is so much to say but I can't articulate today...I just realized it had been so  long and yet I can't think well enough to say anything....