the depression is soooo bad again...I don't know what to do...I feel as though I am caught - I found the love of my life - only to find that I'm not so sure I'm the love of his life - or not only that - I just don't think he can love again - God has always shown me the right way - PLEASE HELP ME _ this is the only avenue I have to talk out loud...I don't know what to do and I don't feel like having ANOTHER nervous breakdown....19th?