and on the 27th everything may change....and the awesome sex I've gotten for the past 3 nights hasn't hurt ; )

I will leave copies of the destroyer around and I am pitching TBC AGAIN - since this "job" has become a nightmare and I can only pray to God that I can get out of it somehow - I have only the hope that one day my continual attempts at writing will save me - VC Andrews didn't make it until she was almost dead - hey, I'll take it - as long as I eventally get my word out there and MAN would I like to get out of where I am now - the job WAS fine - but not anymore I was forced to make a terrible decision - now I have a shitty health care plan and that's just such a mess - my children my man and my writing and the support I recieve from my firends and fans, yes, I STILL have those, believe it or not - and I love you all - will get me through this...just as I've always gotten through everything